I'll Be Fine To Say Goodbye

I'll admit that in the past i've been quite bitchy
They weren't kidding when they called me kinda strange
Just this feeling of suppression, is it leading to depression
Hunny right now i cant even say for sure

My head right now is spining rather quickly
And lately i find i just need to scream
My expression is cold rain, but despite all of my pain
I refuse to cry, perhaps I am to vain

I'm not weak, I am strong
I wont...give in
You're not the reason why I cry and
I'll be fine to say goodbye
when my grave reads "here she lies"

The girls I see, their faces fake and plastic
Don't get why they have to act the way they do
They wear this mask that makes them dumb, they think
It's good and it fools some, but inside i see that
They're just cold and numb
The guys i know they like a lot of gossip
they dont hesitate to call someone a whore, and
Some days i'll walk by silent, but today
I am quite violent, I wont take this anymore

I'll come outta this strong
I won't feel pain
Dont you worry i wont cry
because i want to say goodbye
my star says i can fly