broken

it hurts when i see them together it breaks my heart and leaves me crying myself to sleep every night.

dreaming of him makes me wake up every morning crying cause he doesn't see me all he sees is her.

the more i thought about this my life has no meaning if i live someone i cant get or doesn't like me
even though my firs thought would be that i wasn't going to be comfortable around him.
after being around him for sometime i grown to welcome his presence around me.

i cant stop thinking i did something wrong or if i had met him first i still dought that he'd like me then

the jeouse feeling sickens me every time my heart aches.
then there's the fact that he's only two years older than me and catches my eyes easily drowns my hope.

letting him go is the thing i never want to do.
having my heart smashed is nor what i consider fun

even if he does hold my heart and doesn't know it makes me feel even more dead than before

sitting alone still leaves a empty hallow feeling even though my heart is still beating.