When Will It End?

You come home at 4 in the morning
and expect me to suspect nothing
Where will this path end?
When will you realize?
Why do we see things so diffrently?
Will things ever change?
or will you realize too late?
I don't understand why it has to be like this
So distant
So far away
I feel so helpless
Yet I may be the only one who can help
But I am so afraid
Afraid of what might happen
What may become of you and me
I know it may change everything
I also know it may destroy everything
and things will never be the same
So I sit here now
Wondering what I should do
I'm just not strong enough