Colors

I was goanna show my colors
And wave them in pride
To show who I am and I don't give a damn
But then I remembered I'd forgotten what they were
Maybe because they'd never been there
Now I'm self-despised and unidentified
I'm beginning to think I just don't care
I'm losing sleep over constructs in my mind
Maybe that's who I am? Undefined and overanalyzed?
So tell me then, what flag should I wave?
Show me the banner of the unsure and the crazed.