Creature

Masked behind this façade
Of deceit, lies and impurity
Under the veil lies a creature
My biggest insecurity
Dejection facing from everywhere
I’ve never felt so melancholy

The sadistic creature writhes within
Tired of its imprisonment
It cries at me to let it out
But I try to hide its disfigurement
It wants to injure and impair
My perverse idea of pleasurement

Trying to break free from the walls I’ve built
It’s rapid and elusive
The creature escapes into the world
Grotesque and repulsive
Hunting those who damaged me
Being relentless and vindictive

Those who made me feel inadequate
Feel this creature’s wrath
Tearing apart their flesh and blood
I’m retarded on this Earth
I cry in pain and rejection
As I’m slowly enveloped in death