Spinning in circles, I'm losing control.

All our memories, will never fade.
Smiles last for hours of the day.
Somewhere in there,
I got caught in your trap.
Losing control,
Spinning in circles.
It was as if, I landed on black ice,
and couldn't ever stop,
Never stop loving you.

I'm letting go,
crying but smiling.
Suddenly,
the world is black,
but the world seems so bright.
Letting go;
Crying and dying,
secretly smiling.
Losing you was the greatest thing that happened to me;
but the worst feeling.

Can anyone help me?
I'm spinning in circles,
I'm losing control.
I need to run away,
Go far away,
Never come back.
Start again,
and fall one more time,
just for you.

I can't help but smile,
even though there are tears falling down my face.
This is the worse pain.
I lost you,
You lost me.
Some how,
this is the greatest moment,
I'm no longer in your trap.

But I love you,
that's what hurts the most.
Losing you, but loving you.
I'm happy, I'm letting go;
I'm crying, I'm not getting you back.
I loved you,
You should've loved me.
You showed me love.

I can't let this go,
I won't ever let this feeling go.
Never letting you go.
I can't help but be scared,
of being alone.
But the risk,
the thrill,
the second greatest feeling,
right next to the feeling you used to give me.
Chills down my spine.

I'm spinning in circles,
I'm losing control.
Slowly dying, lovely crying.
But baby, I'm still smiling.