dreams

i never dream
aren't dreams sweet?
like fairytales
i wouldn't know
i get nightmares
crazy nightmares that choke my thoughts until i suffocate
under your spell
sweet dreams
where have they gone?
my head's filled with angry thoughts
suicide and death haunt my thought like little black butterflies
dream is but a word
one that never sees reality
but the nightmares are constant
they suck out my soul and leave me screaming
screaming for a way out of this madness
for pleasent dreams
but no, i never dream
instead...i scream.