Remember Me

you may not know me
and now you never really will
but does it matter?
i think i love you
it's true
but it doesn't matter anymore
because i've finally made up my mind.
i've been suicidal for years
that's no secret
but i've always been afraid of death
i didn't want to let go.
now, though, i think i'm ready.
i'm at peace now.
as i write this, i hold the blade in my hand.
at times it scared me.
a threat against my life.
but now it looks so beautiful.
my last love.
besides you.
i've decided to only write one suicide note.
i could write it to anyone.
but i chose you.
and even though i'm just a face in a hallway on your way to class...
please.
remeber me.
think of me when you hear the music play.
when a butterfly kisses your cheek.
when a sad song slows to a stop.
a lullaby of all that i am.
of all that i was.
and i'm dead because i love you.
because the loneliness is killing me.
without you
it's killing me.
you're killing me.
and i'm sorry that i have to trouble you with this letter.
a sure burden to your day.
but if by some chance
you love me too.
please...
forever and after...
remember me.
i'll be your guardian angel
and i'll wait for you by heaven's gates.
i'll forever be waiting.
for you.
even in death.
as i waited in life.
a ghostly love that starts with this blade.
it starts with me.
because i love you.