Afraid Of Trying

I’m wasting my sad lonely life away
Daydreaming just seems to be the routine of my day

Always wishing for a little bit more
But when opportunity knocks I push it out the door

Afraid to move forwards even though I have nothing to lose
But why is backwards always the same way I choose

I'm terrified of the unknown and everything new
So frightend of what lies ahead I just don't have a clue

I'm lost in this rainstorm and it's flooding my head
Too afraid to take a chance i'm starting to feel like i'm already dead

Living to me seems like i'm slowly dying
All because i'm afraid of trying