Something I Can't Choose

I hate to love you more than ever
This feeling makes me sick
My stomach's a cage of butterflies
They want to exit through my throat
In forms of words that don't make sense
Why do you do this?
Lead me on and then knock me over
Is this some kind of game?
It must be fun to waste my heart away
To toy with my emotions
Especially when I'm in love; where I'm weakest of all
And when I finally tumble down the mountain
I'll be back at your door and begging at your feet
My heart will be yours once again
And I hope that your goal isn't to break it twice
Cause I'll come crawling right back
You'll need to fix me all over again