I Hate That I Love You

Dear a person I wish I could hate,

I hate the way you smoke behind my back, and yet I know.
I hate how my best friend and I love you.
I hate the way you hate my music, but I love yours.
I hate that you lie.
I hate the stuburness I get from you.
I hate that we act and think alike.
I hate how much I worry about you.
I hate the way I can't live without seeing or talking to you.
I hate that you act like one of my best friends one minute, then the next you're my enemy.
I hate the way you understand me more than I understand myself sometimes.
I hate how I can't hate you ever when I try.
And, I hate how I love you.

Love,
Someone who wishes they could hate you, but can't.