Diagnosis of my Heart

didn't think i'd ever say this
but there's really only one explanation
for the butterflies and things inside
and the way i feel when you're around

maybe it's the love songs
maybe it's just me
but i'm starting to wonder
if this is more than what i thought

and you're the one i think of
each night before i go to sleep
you're the one i pray for
and you're the one i write for

but i've been thinking lately
is it more than admiration
is it more than just infatuation
it's safe to say i really care
i'm incomplete when you're not there

i've tried so hard, i've done so much
i worked so hard to gain your trust
i've played, written, drawn and sketched
are my dreams just too far fetched?

i'm starting to wonder

if i'm in love