My Heart Break Of Disaster...

As I day dream in class,
Thinking now that I regret breaking
up with you.
My heart breaks,
And as this happens - I'm holding back
my tears.
I fake my smiles now and than,
Thinking it will all go away.
Thinking of this disaster that I've made,
Makes my head hurt and get in pain.
I slowly fall into the darkness each minute...
Just still thinking about you.
I think through out the day,
Was it a good idea to let you go?
Or was it a stupid decision that someone
cursed me to do it.
One word said describing you,
Makes me sheed a tear,
And feel that I lost the man that I dreamed
like the ones in fairy tales.
I'd give a penny for my thoughts,
but a dollar for your inside and a fortune
to get rid of my disaster.
What I think and do,
Makes me sometimes stupid.
Thinking by taking my problems away with a
nod and a wave with my hand,
And think of last years wishes are this years
apologies.
So as I pray each day,
I pray for my heart not to break anymore,
And for no more disasters...
So I'll put love on hold for now...
Until I find another prince charming for me.