I can still feel you

whispers,
haunting shimmers.
Slowly closing in.

I still see your shadow ,
but they told me you were gone,
forever.
I still hear you .
Whispers,
slowly drowning me
in insanity.

Footsteps ,
behind me.
your presence lingers.
Why do I still feel you ?

They told me that you went
to a better place.
Without me.
Is it my imagination
that makes me see your face?

Why is it impossible for me to forget,
the way our lips met.
I can still feel it.
I still see you.

As I look in your eyes
tears flow out of mine.
I can still feel your hand upon my cheek,
brushing away
my misery,
as my feet lead me to were you lay.

Is it because I want you here,
that I still feel your presence near.
I'm getting closer.
as I walk through the pouring rain.

I was there when they,
tried to take you away.
Burying you in the soft brown earth.
But here I am,
gazing in your eyes
why did they tell me so much lies?

In the empty corners
of my heart
I bleed.
Hiding for the world,
that told me that you were gone,
that convinced me that you left
but they were wrong !

You couldn't leave,
I locked you up
inside my heart,
we are together
in the dark corners
of my empty soul.

Tears fall ,
upon the dark brown wall
that separates
our bodies.

as I fall,
and lay there,
covered in mud,
I hear you
whispering
you will get me through.

Footsteps slowly closing in.
I cannot live without you.
You are my soul,
my love,
my everything,
without you I'm hollow
but you are gone.

You left .
and therefore,
I must follow.