Spin The Chamber

I feel the pain
Bubbling up and rising to the surface
Ready for expulsion
Release- let me go
I want out
Pained no more
Hurting no more
Underground loneliness
Will not bother me
And crawling skin
As I decay
Will not cause a riot
Spin the chamber
It's a one shot game
Don't rush to the explosion
Delay, instead
I feel you approach
I see your hand
And smell your breath
Just let me lie here
Watch as I take
One last breath
Kiss me just once more
I feel your velvet lips
On mine
Touch my hand
And drift away again
You can't stop the tragic end
And you can't change the direction
The earth turns
Nor the degree at which
It tilts