The Unknown (Use caution, it's about suicide.)

I'm losing my grip of sanity
Everytime I'm almost out of the hole
A leering smile dances in front of me
Taunting me
Haunting me
Reminding me
I'm no one
The no one whose name is unknown
The no one who lacks a smile
The no one who walks for miles
With head down
Unapproachable
Vulnerable
The unknown
Like whats in space
The pain can enver be erased
My funeral dress
Is beautiful; made with ribbons, pearls and lace
The gun is not an option; I want them to see my face
And realize that it is their fault
That I am here
So I swallow the pills
And lie on the bed
Minutes pass like hours
And then I know
That death is near
And I have no fear
I relaax, and darkness consumes me
Then I am gone
Disappearing into
The Unknown.