Together We Are One

Where are you now?
Do you still feel the same?
Its been said that were so right together,
So perfect,
But why does this love feel so wrong?
You were the guy of my dreams,
Now my head is mixed in the midst of greens,
Whether it be hurt, jealousy,
Anger or curiosity,
It still burns my heart.
You tell me you love me,
A million times or more,
But every time,
I struggle to believe it,
It seems as if I’m closing the door.
Why do I find it so hard,
Even when I feel the same.
I struggle to tell you,
I love you more each day.
But I feel at the same time that,
We drift further apart,
And with that thought,
My blood pumping heart,
Slowly crumbles away.
Do you even realise,
Your doing this to me?
Or are you trying so hard,
To think of the right thing to say.
I wish we could be the same as we were.
Was it something I said,
Or has our love just lost its spark.
I see you looking at me,
This very second,
To try to understand
My blank expression.
As I write this,
Your face changes,
To show every emotion,
That I feel I have caused.
Maybe the next time,
You tell me you love me,
I may find it easier to believe,
I hope I do as it would be,
Complete and utter relief.
Those three hard words,
Will spill time and time again,
This time we mean it,
We really do no matter what.
We will get stronger again,
My heart will mend,
With every single minute,
Together we spend.
I LOVE YOU!