Leave It All Behind

I want to leave it all behind,
in the fading memories.
The pain that haunts my thoughts,
the torture of my nightmares.
Overtaking my mind,
one thing leading to another.
The rush of tears,
they won't stop,
blinding me,
leaving me in the dark.
I want to leave it all behind,
the battle within my heart,
the trouble of my breathing.
A war raging through my mind,
what to do?
Pull through,
or fall into the void,
into the unkown.
The attempt to reach for the light.
So small,
but so warm,
yet the reach is too far.
I fall into the darkness of the abyss,
trapped inside my mind.