that wooden steak

my body's numb
my heart is cold
lying to him
acting bold
holding the steak
to my chest
threatining myself with eternal rest
a silent tear
falls down my cheek
falling to his knees
he starts to weap
i push it closer
and start to bleed
"oh, god, please stop"
he starts to plead
i stop right there
and think a bit
and push harder
on the tip
the pain is sharp
i close my eyes
the look on his face
is all it hides
he lied to me
made me trust
and all he wanted
was a fix for lust
the harder i pushed
the closer i got
to end my pain
on the spot
i opend my eyes
he's still there
the scent of death
is in the air
one last push
to break the bone
and another one
to send me home
three more tears
stream down my face
holding the steak
at the base
i end my life
then and there
no more pain
no despair
i hit the ground
as my heart beat stumbles
as his last words
are only mumbles
that wooden steak
is in my chest
and now i go
for peaceful rest