A New Way Of Life

She felt like her whole world was falling apart.
Like no one cared.
She always thought that everyone would be better,
Happier, if she died.

So one night,
She decided to do that for them.
She drank all she could find.
Downed all the pills in her house.
Unable to feel a thing.

Grabbing the razor,
She drags it across her skin
Blood pouring from her wrists
Tears streaming down her face.
It feels so much better now.

This is her new ritual
Her new way of life
She keeps on living
Four years now gone
Now addicted to that cut.