Or I Will Escape

Flick your wrist in some other direction.
There was no need for the protection.
I don't want to hear your imitation anymore
If you had left me this same way
I would have been sprawled out on the floor
I can see the signs but don't know which way to run
The words are jumbled and glaring off the sun
Eyes slowly close into a peaceful state
But in the back you're still the one I hate
Laughter rings about the room
Painful laughter starts to bloom
The tips are burning away the grass
All we are is falling fast
I never thought that we would last
But in the end I'll never know
Shaking fingers always show
Feelings that I try to hide
No one stands at my side
They'll look forever but never find
The truths that lie inside my mind
The secrets that remain hidden
From your knowledge they are forbidden
But you will discover why I do not trust
Those who are next to me believe they must
Stay with me or I will escape….