Hidden Emotion

Why does no one else hide behind their eyes?
Am I the only one who cant hide the emotion in them?
Everyone around me, searches me like spies.
I don’t feel like a flower anymore, I feel like the long broken stem.

I feel like I cant stand on my own two feet anymore.
Like I’m carrying too much for my heart to handle.
I feel like I’m breaking inside like waves crashing into the shore.
My light inside is fading, like a slowly dying candle.

I couldn’t stand it before, does it look like I can now?
It tore me in half painfully, I cant go through that again.
Don’t tell me to be happy, let me ask my question of ‘how?’
Even though I’m fading away, I hope my memory will remain.