defeat.

at a lunch table
she sits all alone.
she stares at her food
and wonders why the world is so cold.

all of her friends left her
when they found out she was pregnant.
nobody would talk to her
for fear of their rep.

the more that she ate
the bigger she grew.
as days passed by
she grew and grew.

she decided to stop eating
it just wasnt worth it.
no reason to indulge
unless just to binge.

its passing time on thursday.
the girl passes out.
she's sprawled on the tiles
unconscious and pale.

lying on the hospital bed
doctor questions her of why she passed out.
she crossed her fingers behind her back
and said i have no idea.

the next week still nothing to eat
she passed out again, pure defeat.
the funeral's on thursday, be sure to be there.
wait nevermind, because no one cared.