too young, yet in love

only two years older.
not a big difference right?
to me it could be.
thats the one thing that scares me.

he seems into me
and i dig him too.
he's adorable and
has a 6 pack too.

he's my friend Kaitlyns' brother
she doesnt know we talk.
I met him one day
on a bike ride, or a walk.

we exchanged numbers
and have flirted since then.
a hidden relationship almost
but we arent together.

he thinks im a total babe
i guess thats good for me.
he told me that i geek out in front of him though,
how embarrassing for me!

why do i think about this
when it can never be.
hes older and charming
and im ugly. and me.