I just miss it

I really miss those old days were we talked and talked

But just me leaving now that's really fxcked

I messed up my chances between you and me

I thought that sweetness would finally be the key

Well i was wrong i don't know why

I tell out my true feelings i don't even wanna lie

I tried to help you and you tried to help me

But most of those advices just drowned in the sea

I don't need to know that some people misses me

Because if i found out they lied its like my heart was stung by a bea

It might get swollen after that sting

But still even if im an Angel i was still a human being

I had feelings,and a characteristic

But now my heart is just love sick

Now i seriously don't care

Because all of this really isn't fair

Just because i make poems doesn't mean im nice

I just want you to know that some people lies

Really i surely am nice and that ain't all

If you wanna know more just give me a call

I'll just give you my heart or i'll give you the Angels spare

Because the Angels heart is really rare

You can never find those around only in some people

Its not that obvious and its not that simple

I had some choices and i chose the wrong one

Now without you i might never have enough fun

Kinda makes me sad that i make poems like these

Even though some people likes to tease

That's why i have a theme Fallen Guardian Angel

Because that's my forever noticed label

When or why did i start making poems anyways

It just puts me in the middle of a maze

You know why its because i never knew

That the poems im making were really meant for you

Some people say im goth,emo,or even punk

Well call me goth or emo then to me your junk

Im really starting to get mad im really starting to get pissed

Im tired of talking back and getting dissed

People just don't care they just say what they say

They really don't know i can make them have a rough day

It sounds like i want to fight

But i really don't want to because i do what's right

Just in case i get into one

Im sure i'll get it done

I don't fight back with fists i fight back with words

But if i have to fight i still wouldn't mess with nerds

The nerds to me are people who thinks their tough

Yet im sure once you beat them up they will say "id had enough"

Im tired of all this anger and sadness in my head

I just wanna rest half of the day on my bed

If you think emo are people with bangs

You can just die and get jumped by gangs

This is getting violent i have to stop

But don't worry if i care for you a lot and if your my closest friend well your on my top =D