Lifegaurdian Angel

You've seen the needles
that I keep in my purse
You've seen the scissors
that I keep by my bed
You've seen my arms
designed with these scars
You've seen the blood
stained on my shirt
You've seen the tears
that I cry by myself

But you havnt felt the pain
or seen the pool of blood
that I'm quickly drowing in
Throw me the tube
Or let me drown
into the abyss of nothingness

You say that you don't want me
Well whatever made you think I wanted you?
Love is only hate in disguise
It's SO much easier to hate
I see people come and go
But me, I'll stay right here
Overwhelmed with unexecitment
sickend with jealousy
Untill these pill are in my system
and the razor's in my skin

But you havnt felt the pain
or seen the pool of blood
that I'm quickly drowing in
Throw me the tube
Or let me drown
into the abyss of nothingness

Look around ,
it's your job to notice this
Can't you see that I can't swim
I'm sinking to the bottom
my lungs are filling up
my eyes are closing shut
my body's going limp
and the tube is still in your hands...

But you havnt felt the pain
or seen the pool of blood
that I'm quickly drowing in
Throw me the tube
Or let me drown
into the abyss of nothingness

*I wrote this based on my job as a lifegaurd... so when i mention the word 'tube'...im refrencing the tube or buoy or w/e lifesaving device that the lifegaurd is required to carry around. They throw it out to ppl who are struggling to swim, and jump in with it to save ppl who have already drowned... *