Reliving Suicide

Felt the drips of blood
moving down my shirt
didnt think enough
never thought itd hurt
Its all their fault
ive had enough.
Couldnt take it all
Couldnt take this hurt..

Never wrote a letter
To show mom i cared
She deserved better
But i was scared
If i seen the word dead
that i would think again
but the choice ive made
ill keep it to the end.

So Here i lie
Staring at a colourless sky
is it just me
am i colour blind?
broken hopes
and shattered dreams
left me dead where
noone can hear me scream..

They didnt see it coming
and i dont know why
But now its over
I didnt even say goodbye
Staring through a hole
at their teary eyes
who never once cared
till the day i died

Dead.... But no pain
At last im free
Just left lying here
Where noone can see
Didnt help much
to the ones i loved
but id doesnt matter now
Because ive had enough.