Unloved?

Not sure why.
I sit here trying to figure out myself.
Trying to find why i am the way i am.
I read things.
I remember things from the past.
I am one to be trusted.
But have little trust in others.
My live is easily given.
And even more easily given back.
My heart broken many times.
Hoping you will change its course.
Am i loved?
Unloved?
Unloveable?
You say I am loved and that i have it.
But how do i belive it?