My Reflection
my heart's emptiness fills with pain
while sorrow accompanies my guilt
my tears can't wash it all away...
i dig deep inside my soul
but all i see is a cold, black hole
dark like a starless night
cold like an arctic winter
i see dejection in my sight
as i stare into this hollow mirror...
that cannot be me
drastically i've changed
from my eyes flow tears
that have left many stains
i lack importance, but i long to succeed
no one will attempt to understand me
the girl i see in the mirror's image
is the only companion i'll ever have
everyone leaves me and runs away...
this reflection shows me the truth
this is what i really am
a reject, a loner, unloved, discarded
constantly disappointed and disheartened
i long to be something everyone likes
beautiful, pleasant, thoughtful and content
i'm always their last consideration
i try and fail at every attempt
i see a disturbed, lonely girl
who just wants to be told she's loved
she dreams of the day when everyone accepts her
but she'll never be good enough.
while sorrow accompanies my guilt
my tears can't wash it all away...
i dig deep inside my soul
but all i see is a cold, black hole
dark like a starless night
cold like an arctic winter
i see dejection in my sight
as i stare into this hollow mirror...
that cannot be me
drastically i've changed
from my eyes flow tears
that have left many stains
i lack importance, but i long to succeed
no one will attempt to understand me
the girl i see in the mirror's image
is the only companion i'll ever have
everyone leaves me and runs away...
this reflection shows me the truth
this is what i really am
a reject, a loner, unloved, discarded
constantly disappointed and disheartened
i long to be something everyone likes
beautiful, pleasant, thoughtful and content
i'm always their last consideration
i try and fail at every attempt
i see a disturbed, lonely girl
who just wants to be told she's loved
she dreams of the day when everyone accepts her
but she'll never be good enough.