Suicide

I wish I had a razorblade
so I could slit my wrists
and kiss
this fucking world good-bye.

I wish I had a piece of glass
to stab myself with
just so I could say
'see you in hell'
to all my fucking enemies.

If only I could die
and break their
fucking hearts
kind of like
the way you broke mine.

But I won't take
the coward's way out:
I'll live.
I'll live to fight
another fucking day.