The Everlasting Pain

The pain that you inflicted upon my Heart..

Never heals.. The Eternal mark..

The permanant wound you sliced deep into my skin..

The bleeding never stops..

The wound stays open..

I constantly think of what it might have been like..

Had you have thrown aside your fears and kissed me that night..

It could have been such a beautiful sight..

But your hesitance cost us our moment of Delight..

That could have been so much more than a night..

But for years we could have shared that light..That shined so brightly between us.

I always have this foolish fantasy..

That you will clean up your life..

And return to me..

The beautiful boy who i fell in love with so deeply.

I know these thoughts are all in vain..

But it seems they are the only thing that keeps me sane..

The only thing that Eases my Everlasting pain.