Watching The Moon and Wishing For My Heart

I sit here watching the moon in the night sky.
You would be on my mind
but that changed
the day you told me you wanted to be friends.
I guess we'll have more great times as just friends.
But, thats not what I want.
I look at you
and sometimes I don't know what to say.
I used feel my heart beat
faster every time when you come around
or when someone says your name.
But, I'm glad we're friends.
I'm fine with it.
Or am I just lying to myself.
I seem to do that alot,
I tell someone something
and then I lie to myself.
Well, I will tell the truth,
I can't feel my heart anymore.
Why you ask?
Because you have it.
I look at you and in your hands is my heart.
Don't break it please.
Please I just want it back,
I want to feel my heart beat
faster when you come by
or when someone says your name.
But, you probably don't even know that you have it.
I love you still,
and wish that I could have my heart back
and you by my side watching the moon in the night sky.