Love...? Not...

I ask God why I don't have love
He never answers!

I guess He has more important thing,
Some of you might think ya God's not a match maker.

In my eyes he kind of is,
He picks who people will go out with or who they love or anything to do with love.

Well, I have not had anyone love me EVER.

I pray once in a while for God to help me,
But, he never does.

I know it seems so self centered,
But, I pray for Family and Friends first, then I pray for what I want
I don't pray every day for my self, I pray once in a while.

I see almost everyone around me go out, love someone, like someone, or even have their eye on someone.

Some of my friends had a guy since last year.

And then there are me friends who just got a boyfriend.

There are a couple of us who has no one, at the moment.

But, only one other than me has never had love, a first kiss, or a first boyfriend, never gone on a date, never been on someone’s mind before and after they sleep, and we have like people and they found out and it was “we have a good friend ship I don’t want to hurt that” or “I just don’t like you” or the one I know a lot of people have heard “She’s FAT!” we hate it!!!

I have been told to wait and not to jump into anything, but I have never had one on to jump in with.

But, I go to sleep every night having to know when I fall and wake up I will not have a guy on my mind.
And knowing I’m not on any guys mind.

I just wish someone out there would find me and love me!!!!

PLEASE SOMEONE FIND ME!!!!!!!!!!!!