Bi-polar
An exhausted bi-polar with nothing to say
Tired and numb
I've got no control over anything
The score is tied
But I never win
A loser from the start
And a loser till the end
Repeating itself all over again
Only proving to me that I'm worthless
Filled with lost hope and no belief
Not even a drop of faith can be spared to pick me up
So that I'll never fall down
Again.
A short attention span
That can never focus when it's needed the most
Breaking down
No turning back
Fighting, putting my life on the line
Promises that I never keep
The ones that I continue to make
To myself.
Walls closing in on me
My breathing slowing down
Hearing my own heart beating
Listen as I disappear
Watch me slowly fade away
Now it's too late.