Have You?

Have you ever felt there’s no reason for you to live?
That if you died today it wouldn’t matter to you or anyone?
Have you ever spent the whole day pretending to be happy to cover your misery and pain you hide?
Have you ever realized how you care and love the ones close to you but wonder if you mean anything to them?
Have you ever feel like you have to be strong and never show your feelings?
Because you’re worried about what people would think.
Have you ever felt that thing in your stomach, like if you’re gonna throw up?
Because you’re so sad and scared and depressed and confused, all at the same time
Have you ever cried inside but had to laugh on the outside?
Have you ever covered the mirror just not to see how ugly are you?
Have you ever got think nothing will ever be good again?
Have you ever make the same mistake over and over again just to try to be right?
Have you?
I’ve had everyday..