Standing on the edge

I'm standing on the edge,
staring at the ground.
silently screaming,
never making a sound.

When you see my tears,
just turn away.
Cradle my fears
and leave me behind.

Convince me that you're blind,
when you see me bleed.
you always fail in hearing me,
whenever I plead.

When I'm starving
you feed me lies,
pretending to be deaf
when you hear my cries.

A gaping black hole,
were my heart used to be,
you smashed it to pieces
pretending to love me.

Surrounded by crushed dreams,
drowning in my broken faith
embraced by non-existing love.
I'm standing on the edge.

You whisper.
it's all just a cruel joke.
consumed by pain
I plead in vain,
as you push me off.

Your soft laughter
is the last thing I hear.
one escaping tear,
forever falling
drowning in fear.