Poem That I Made

you act like you know me....
but you know nothing...
you think you know me ...
by what you see ..
but you know nothing...
im not the girl you think i am..
i have a side i like to hide..
people see me ...
as i come and go...
im like.. the sky..
i never stay the same..
i see you all..
with smiles and laughter..
you are all the same...
you look at me...
and think im like you..
but im not...
not even close...
i dont want to be like you...
never want to...
never will dont try and change who i am...
dont play with my emotions like they are a toy...
i control my emotions not you...
not someone..who thinks they can...
i like to play...
silly games...
they fuck with you...
they make me laugh..
.the laughter you dont understand...
i watch.. as the days go by...
people come... they stay for a little...
then there gone...
never to be seen again..
.never to be heard...
people laugh...
that they are..
.but deep down...
they hurt...
they think its...
good..
.just to laugh..
.go fuck yourself...
you make me laugh..
i like to hide..
these things inside...
.i keep them there so you dont find them...
you crack your jokes...
and make stupid things...
you laugh at people...
your dumb...
go jump off a bridge...
when i see you...
i laugh...
on the inside...
where you cant hear it...
but when i laugh and you hear it...
and you want to know...
why..im laughing..
it makes me laugh more..
to see how clueless you truly...are...
i see you crying..i try and help....
i watch...as the tears slide...
.my tears...
they stay...
where i want them to..
.you will never....
never make fall...
. i will catch my self before i hit the ground... i
will make my self stand my ground....
dont temp me...i have a temper...
and i know how to take it out...
make you cry....
the tears i wont.....
so watch your step...
or i will take that step for you....
stop...
trying to change who i am...
i am who i am...
and i like it that way....