Beneath

Beneath

This is what happened to me
I lose everything
Flowers and birds and trees
Rain clouds and scraps on knees

This is why I'm scared at night
Insomnia is no friend of mine
It bites it stings
Forever I can keep my dreams

I've always locked everything inside
Almost like Pandora's box
How silly is a myth to leave tourcher
In the hands of a child so curious

Balanced so curiously
At the top of my lungs so vividly
Gasping for air seems unhealthy
Beneath the skin I'm waiting

With dreams of flight
I can't face myself in a mirror
I can't speak out loud
My new smile just a perminant frown

So peculier the shade my eyes turn
My mind wonders
Down hill and further down
I wish I was invisible

My composer never faulters
My eyes don't shift away
I have no words
I wish I was invincible

Choking so shockingly
At the center of my throat so tightly
Lack of air seems unearthly
Beneath the skin I'm dying