What I Need.

Dreaming, thinking,
Trying to stay awake.
Knowing that I
Can't make the same mistake.

Why can't I get over the pain?
Why does it matter so much?
Is it worth it in the end,
Someone to hold, someone to touch?

Loving is such a harsh thing.
So easy to fall into,
But once love's at its very best,
It falls and breaks out of the blue.

No one to talk to.
No one understands.
The heartache I'm feeling now
Continually expands.

Tearing and clawing one the inside,
Crying on the out.
Being someone fake and wrong,
So full of sorrow and doubt.

No more hiding what I feel,
Distancing further away.
All I need now are my friends
and God. Overall, to pray.