All I Can Feel

You say you don't care anymore.
The beating you did on my heart made it sore.
I don't know why I had hope in the first place.
I just want to run away, without a trace.

This feeling is building up inside of me.
This pain, I just want to be free.
Cuts and bruises can't compare.
I was the only one he didn't spare.

One tear falls, and another. And then another one after that.
Looking back at it all, I look and feel like a brat.
But none of that makes me feel any better.
I really wish I didn't send my confession on that online letter.

I can't tell anyone about this; I won't tell anyone.
Around my friends and family, I'll just smile and act like I'm having fun.
It's horrible that I'm resorting to lying.
It's fine though, as long as no one sees me crying.

Slowly, very slowly, this pain will go away.
My heart, that was the price to pay.
I've come to realize that you aren't so great.
Now, all I can feel for you is pure hate.