Why?

Why did I ever want to be your friend
Why was I happy when your girlfriend left
How did I fall in love with your smile
How could I love you for a while

Then there was that day
You brought a smile to my face
You became my whole world
When you asked me to be your girl

And for a little while I was happy
Until I opened up my eyes
I picked up my cell phone
And you took away my life

It's been a couple months now
Nothing has been the same
You still have never apoligized
Or at least not to my face

Now you want to go back
Back to the way things were
That day you threw your arms around me
Brought back all my hurt

Was it some kind of joke
The way you acted then and now
You want me to forgive your sins
But I really don't know how

The other night as I slept
Your face came back to me
It was a dream I know it's true
And heartbroken I'll still be

Why won't my heart let you go
So that I can begin to heal
Sometimes I wish it never happened
Because now I don't want to feel.