My Thoughts

wanting what i cant have
feeling what i dont want to feel
nothing is right
and wishing nothing is real

my heart keeps beating
my face is smiling
but if you really notice
my eyes are never shining

how can someone love me
how can someone hold me
when know one wants to sees me
know one wants to know me

i makes up lies
i hold in the truth
all i want is to break down
but i cant do it

for if someone knew
it would hurt them
and i dont want that
i just want people to know
and for people to understand

But thats never going to happen...

is it?