Alone In The Rain

Written on 8/6/08

Once again,
I can't sleep,
and it's because of you.
I close my eyes
just to think of you.
If I do by chance fall asleep,
I'll just dream about you.
If only we could be together in dreams.
I'd stay asleep forever.
So instead I'm just lying here
listening to the rain poor down.
The rain is sounding
like my falling tears.
I start to remember how we used to
dance in the rain;
how you would hold me close
and tell me I'd be okay.
I just want to hurt myself
because I don't have you.
You used to make me so happy.
Why did you have to go so soon?
I still love you.
I still need you.
Please come back to me.
You left me feeling so lonely
and now I'm dancing in the rain
all alone.