“Killing me”

As the blood rushes out
And the pain floes in
The blade comes off my skin
I sit and think of you
I think of all the good times
And all the hurt you caused me
The blade is back on my skin again
My cuts bleed rivers of
Beautiful crimson blood
The pain never goes away
Im immune to it any way
Many nights I cried myself to sleep
But right now, my life is shattered
So I cut
Maybe some of the pain will go away
On the outside
I may look fine
On the inside
Im hurting
Everyday something goes wring
While every night im killing myself
With each cut on my wrist
Every slit
You brought me nothing but pain
So tonight
Im going to kill myself once again