You're Just A Scar

It's never happened before
But this music is killing me
And its all your fault
For what you did to me

I can deny all I want but I know
That no matter how much I say I don't
I still love you but i shouldn't,
And eventually hopefully I won't.

But these songs are saying
Just what you said
And I just can't help it
They get into my head.

And when the tears start coming
It doesn't seem they're gonna stop
And I just can't get away by running
Cuz eventually I'm just gonna drop.

I'm so mad at you
But I just can't lose
Any more than I have to
Because I refuse.

I'm trying not to let this break me down
And I've accepted that you're not around
But when you make a stupid call like that
Just know I'm not gonna come crawling back.

I'm trying to be happy
That you're pretending you are
But don't forget with a heartbreak this hard
It's gonna leave a scar.