feeling emotion because of you

I just realized that everything I say is dripping with disdain
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It stings so much that it takes the life right out of you
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But yet everything you say is laced with cuteness
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a factor i care not for
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it cheers me up in a way that is both foreign and wierd to me
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because I am finally showing emotion
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You make me feel things I have never felt before
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