One more chance, boy.

Loving you, is the worst thing.
I can't smile without you.
Oh, I can't laugh without you.
You're in the back of my mind,
With every broken hearted thought.
I can't help but dream of us again.
I wish you'd hold me, one more time.

I lie every day.
Telling you I'm okay.
I lie everyday,
a fake smile comes across my face.
I tell you I'm happy for you,
I hate how I have to feel that way.
It kills me,
knowing you're okay.
I'm not okay.
Boy, I promise you, I'm not okay.
I want to be happy for you,
But I can't.
Should I feel this way?

I'm vulnerable;
I'm full of hurt.
I can't laugh boy,
No, I can't smile boy.
I can't see me without you.
Looking in the mirror,
doesn't help.
I see you, you're arm on my shoulder.

I can't live without you, No.
I can't smile, No.
I miss you.
I can't laugh boy,
Oh, this hurts, How I'm so torn.
I can't help but wish I could tell you,
But I can't.

I hate how,
People always stare.
They see the pain, it's in my eyes.
They see that hurt,
I try to hide it inside.
They see I'm breaking down,
But I don't care.
Boy, I miss you.
Boy, I love you.
Boy, I can't live without you.

One more chance.
One more chance.
We need to make things right.