Cancer Ruins Everything

I just want you to be my mom again,
Not this person who freaks out.
I need love and affection.
I don't want you to scream and shout.
Remeber evey weekend
When we watched movies together.
What happened to that?
I thought things would get better.
You act like you just stopped caring,
About me, my sister, and brother.
I want to know what happened to you.
What happened to my mother?
Mom, you used to be so kind.
You always cared for others,
But now you yell at me
And send me into shudders.
I thought when you got back
Things would be the same,
But something else happened.
You turned into someone lame.
I've always loved you mom
Even now that your so sad.
I just want you to love me back,
And stop being so mad.
~Sometimes cancer ruins everything