Dying

Every shot that you down
Every drug that you take
It's all a cover
You're totally fake.
Everytime that you purge
Everytime that you lie
It's just to fight the urge
To break down or die.
Inside you scream
Inside you rebel
It's so you seem perfect
No need to yell.
But pristine you are not
As innocent as you seem
Your heart slowly rots
With the sins you have seen.
Heartbreak and horrors
You slice open your skin
A blade that withdraws
The deepest of sins.
But the horrors are not over
You try so hard to seem real
If someone stopped to look
Inside the pain they'd reveal.
Slowly killing yourself
In the ways you know best
Cutting, not eating, not sleeping
Because life has not passed the test.
You can't get out though
God will not allow
For you to escape
Yet you are shunned to hell.
I understand now
The pure hate
For you and I
Share the same destiny and fate.