my dear

My Dear

Everything you said stung
like you were cutting me with a dull blade.
Smile, stab, repeat.
Its over, your expression tells me.
Admit defeat.
They all do.
Every sorry excuse you attach your story to.
Such a clichd ending
and yet new and exciting.
Your sick thrills pay off.
Your hands choke tears from my eyes
Words from my throat.
Anger rises on both sides.
All the How could yous?
And the I was useds.
Words ring out like a shot from a gun.
No pain, no gain.
You learned your lesson didnt you, little girl?
You regret me dont you?
Liquid hate spills from my face
one way or another.
The premiere of the broken.
The queen of the down.
It meant nothing.
I never enjoyed it.
Temptation is hard, but
Karma is a bitch.
Paint a picture stained with sin.
A devil in the flesh knows no boundaries.
The heart is your playground.
The sandcastle you smash under foot.
Your words burn like acid
dripping from your forked tongue.
A secret welcomed only to the privileged.
One lucky enough to have dreams shattered.
Love would tolerate no instigation
by your lies.
But you backdoor love dont you?
Kick her while shes down.
Never give them a chance.
No, there is always a pitying soul
you use to redeem yourself.
Justify your actions with lessons learned.
Glad I could be of service.
Sorry falls from your lips.
But your eyes give you away.
No remorse.
No feeling.
Never was.
Pretend your way through charming the masses.
One day I will have the privilege of putting my hands at your throat.
Your pain will surmount each and every one of your victims.
Dont fight the inevitable you say.
Everything ends.
Why fight fate?
Because my dear, fate is a corrupt dealer, and the House always wins.
You will lose it all one day.

Find love and get burned.
You deserve it, my dear.